I don’t care

One day won’t this be funny?

Well I want to laugh now.

One day won’t it have me joking?

Well I want to joke about it now.

Sorry but I can’t see past my own face.

I would give anything to not care

But I do

I’m kind of claustrophobic

That’s why I lose my breath sometimes

Teach me to be ruthless

Can I be unfeeling too?

I want to laugh so loud

I want to feel that now.

Someday this will be long, long ago.

Can’t it be long ago now?