Patience

Awkward nights and days don’t look better on me

Fussing over things I thought I knew

Drag me down if I’m vulnerable

Excuse yourself, because you’ve been hurting too

I feel guilty every time we’re meeting

Sick of all these emotions I’m sugar coating

Bury my emotions; I’m not speaking

Watching me, you know I’m barely coping

Nikes on my feet but you don’t check on me

Bite my bottom lip until it’s blue

Steadily unloading all your stress up on me

But I don’t ever put my stress on you

You only want to meet up on the weekend

You’re the one that keeps throwing me in the deep end

Watching me, you know I’m barely floating